Who I am ?!





I miss You mommy :'( I wanna cry over n over ! 


That is Really bad when u couldn't know who You are 


You keep searching in Your heart about who you are 


It's such bad thing when you feel upset of yourself 


That's very bad when you wanna to cry over and over but you are afraid of people looks


It's hurting when you need just one .... one hug truly hug which You feel that you are in safe


in safe of all sadness  and fear 




.... But you can't tell anyone 


you are trying over and over to hide your tears !


but no one even care 


no one There


just loneliness 


keep killing your soul 


 Oh that hurting when there isn't Real people in your life ! all of them just lies 


There are here for their Goals but no one here for you 


Oh you wish if you  could scream and shout tell them to go away ... Go away from me 


because they  never exist they  are mirage 


and you wanna real people 


not reflection of ghosts   


" fatma Gareeb "